today i learn a lesson, which is NEVER EVER ask from other people. all i have and must do now is to prove myself right, and others wrong. i will now save up my OWN money to buy MYSELF a laptop, a laptop which i like and i need, not even depending on my parent cus apparently they just think i am WANTING things instead of needing them. so well, its just me me me and ME. people say, siblings are there to help you when in need. PUI! nonsense la, mine is just one CB, which instead of helping, tear me down. i just wanted to borrow her laptop and play games only, so she like one CB, acting like she VERY BIG, dont want lend me, ignore me when i ask her SOOO nicely, complain to my mum saying that i am annoying. ok la, fine la, since you dont wanna borrow me, then FUCK YOU LA! i ask till like i am a beggar and she just fcking dont care! FUCK YOU LA! anyway just JIAYOU BENJAMIN! I KNOW YOU CAN SAVE AND BUY YOUR OWN!

WOW!! it has really been a LONG LONG time that i had last posted here. read all my previous post and really feel very heart warming and all, it mentioned the times we went out as a group, what we did and so on. but now looking at ourselves, everyone is so busy and some of us don't even have the time to catch up. was kinda sad though, but oh well, this is life.... but i am gonna meet some of them IF possible la. hahas, i think this is a really nice place for me to say out my thoughts and for me to rant, people who know this blog think its dead, and for people who don't know of this blog, don't even know i have a blog la.. well, Blog i miss you. thus i am gonna update often. if possible.. :) alright, think this is it. :)

hahas. so long nvr post liao. its seems like a yr to me, but no la. jus now nothing to do. thn go see ppl blog, haiz really leh, dun understand y, some ppl do this, do tt, write this write tt, its because they hope WE can give thm some of our attention, seriously, or else, y would they even bother to write all thoese nonsense? haiz sincerly pity thm. jus a total wastage of time lo. ya ya, and hor, did she have a hearing problem or wat? ppl is jus purely talking, and i dunno y she say ppl is barking. maybe she have a fantastic imagination, she suffered from a mental disoder or something? hahas. jus to let her noe, its ok to say wat she wan, jus dun come and waste ppl time. if she wan, feel free to come find me, i would like to listen wat she wanna 'talk' (so called bark to her la) ok.

Crappy time! went sentosa ytd. actually meant to wake up at 8 but 'nua' on the bed till 8.40. whn i woke up, was soo sleepy (no choice, who ask mi stay soo far leh). after tt went to prepare things tt am going to bring to sentosa. thn wake my mum up and ask her hlp mi fry the bee hoon, wa seriously i love her bee hoon man, fried some dumplings and thn off i gooooo. whn i am at my corridoor, almost forgotten to bring tt heavy radio. wa luckly i remembered or else will be scolded. acutally going to yishun to meet thm..but mum remind mi tt i can take train to vivo and its faster..... soo i have to go myself....(boring in the train). whn i am on my way to the MRT station, many ppl were looking at mi, felt werid at first but whn i look at the reflection in the glass panel, i finally noe the reason. LOL i look like a chirstmas tree lo. i hand is the radio and the other hand is the food, nehind mi is a backpack. wow like so kia su lo. reached vivo around 20mins. msg sy, asking wher r they. say OTW liao. ok so decided to shop for a while. shop for around 1HR! call her . say she is still on the bus. thn i was like bit pissed off liao. thn went to buy awwfully chocolate's ice-cream. WA its very nice, but only a scoop. thn continue walking like 'sua gu' again. walk for 30mins? thn went to burger king and grab a bite. sat ther a while, thn sy call, asking mi wher am i. my heart was like ' OMG finally they have reached!' thn after tt they came finding mi at BK. saw thm all coming up frm the escalator, saw HL thn Ws thn C thn saw a 'gim mor' was wondering who was tt. thn i look at the face. ITS DX!!! the moment i saw him i burst into laughter. lol actually it was quite nice jus finding it werid at the first look.after tt all of us went to buy tickets and rain started to pour. but nvm the rain din stop our perserverance frm going to sentosa. took the tram and reached ther in a while. whn we reached ther, rain got smaller. took the train to siloso beach. first thing i do is find a spot thn sit down and eat. sat with dx,sy and c. the four of us is enjoying food tt we brought. thn the boys started to play. played a while thn rain again. get bigger and bigger but din stop thm frm playing. after tt. wen playing volleyball was very fun. actually my main motive is to sit ther and relax...but.... went in the water and play with thm. and thn all of thm went bathing leaving mi and dx. hahas i was like crazy lo.. dancing and singing to myself. thn hl and ws came. hlp us pack as we 2 go to have a bath. took some pics outside the toilet. thn went to the hawker and eat. thn bused to bugis to the 'tornado' and play. play the racing car. was fun as all four player was our cliques. hahas won first! after tt we went to play the MEGA 3D. we were lucky as we got to watch 'the room' as its was MEANT to be scary be turn out, was BORING but xiao ben was so terrified, dunno by wat....after tt went and took some pics at the 'i love ma' "sky". hahas bet u all dunno wher is 'i love ma' hahas this is our cliques code. hahahs craps.... after tt bused to yishun with thm thn took 854 home... reached home was so late but luckily i managed to catch the show. watch TV till 2++ thn went to slp... wa cant slp, maybe too kan chiong liao. ok ok have finished my 'compo' liao. hehe biie! YA almost forgotten. for pics pls go to caroline's blog. THANK YOU YOU!!:D

hi back to post my crappy stuffs again. today wasnt a pleasant day cus i jus had a 'war' with my mum today in the morning. well things just happen like tt and u are unable to stop it.. mi and my mum has misunderstanding and i really jus wanna clear it all for once. well, its jus happened like tt, today my aunt went in to her room and search her things, whn she was searching for it, she realised tt one of her USB cable was missing and she complained to my mum asking tt isit one of us who took it. after tt, my mum jus rush in the room like a angry bull and us kept scolding us for no reason. after she finish her scolding, i ask her y are we scolded for? she said' u 2 ah always take ppl things!' thn i jus stood ther like a blur sotong. thn after tt she kept saying tt i am the one who took the cable, thn here comes the hot part. i really cant stand wat she has said to mi and i shouted back, thn she was nt happy liao ma cus i shout at her thn she wantedto take the cane and beat mi up, but din manage to. after tt we both were like crazy lo both shouting at each other. finally she cant stand liao thn she gave mi a slap, at tt time, my tear jus roll down frm my cheeks. after tt, went in to the room. saw my face was so red and i shout and more tears was rolling down. after tt went school. meet x.ben at ding xian hse de bus stop thn went school together. thn went ding xian hse slack a while thn go and eat with sy,dx,n,yx wa lao i was like so extra lo. thn after tt went pasa malam jalan jalan thn wwent back dx hse. slack a while thn after tt go study liao lo. erm ok lo i need to chiong for my maths liao!!! biie and wish mi good luck for my re-test!!!!! erm btw oso good luck for thoese who are taking the test tmr!!! biie!

Ooo HI! i dun think i have many things to say but this few days i am jus studying and playing with my frens. and i am now having a WAR with my pimples liao. so will nt blog so much liao hehe(does face have to do with blogging? i oso dunno) ya but if u guys wanna see some great 'show' pls go to http://w-j-zhang.blogspot.com/ and plus add in the show if u wan to :D thank you!

woots!.. Back frm nikki's chalet ... had a lot of fun and surprises. ya and BTW CONGRATS YX!!!!.FOR PICTRES, PLS GO TO http://e-nilorac.blogspot.com/....or u can go to my facebook!:D first day we had some liquor and tt was great(i am kinda like a 'jiu gui' la) hahas... ya and the liquor was bought by RONG PEI so must thank him or else oso cant drink lo hahs. after buying, we check in and went out for dinner so ltr we have the energy to play in escape! whn we were having dinner, the sky suddenly started pouring! OMG!!! so we have to wait for it to get smaller or stop... but neither of it happend and it got even heavier... so we shop in e-hub for a while thn go meet carol and zp in the bowling alley.. played a while thn nikki wanted to go escape and take a look on the 'hell'oween deocoration. whn we were walking half way, nikki realised tt her niece was missing.. wa soo kan chiong lo. thn she ran to escape and find her. luckily i ran after her or else some KPC will be happy liao. Ran to escape, thn her niece called saying tt she has reached the chalet...nikki was relived but at the same time angry. after she hung up, we saw the door opened and thn the 3 of us went in (nikki,mi,wj). entered, walked around and see wat can we play... almost every game was closing except the HAUNTED HSE!!!! so we wanted to go... but nikki dun dare so persuade her a while thn went in... haha funny lo went in and saw a 'ghost' actually wanted to scare us but i said HI to her thn spoil the plan haha... thn after tt wj was pushed to the front by mi cus he was tryin to get near nikki wahaha spoiled his plan shoick!.. walk walk walk thn suddenly, the wall suddenly sprayed out come dry ice.. haha thn the wj very scared and almost fell down. think tt was the most funny part lo.. after tt we went out, nikki voice was like crying... tsk pathetic... haiz i was so angry with someone lo haiz miss a good chance... after tt we went back to the chalet. all bathe liao and rest... only E,R,Wjie,JR,J, went to the red hse.... wa power pack lo J only gal sia... after a while they came back, WITH PIC no ghost la....everyone was so KPO lo look at the pics.... thn a while ltr many of us was tired and fall asleep. next day... i was so tired cus only catch a few hrs of sleep.Zzzz. after tt went for break fast with all of thm. ya and during this chalet i have a new PARTNER! woots the person is small ben.. hahas the 2 benjamins...lol after eating we went escape woots! played a while thn went back for BBQ!!! whn we were starting the fire, it started pouring again... no choice but we have to wait.. luckily the rain din rain for too long . after tt we went back and continued to bbq.. wa shoick lo after rain bbq cooling weather. bbq till late night... thn after nikki family had left, we took the champange and open.. hahas shoick sia... after tt Hl suggested tt we play 'zhong ji mi ma' loser have to drink.. wa heng heng yx kena, drank a big glup and thn his face was like cherry red... wa power pack... after tt all of us went up leaving only nikki and yx hahas. a while ltr we all like KPC lo ran out and peek at thm hahas. some even climb over to the rooftop. hahas.... craps lo.... thn ltr yx and nikki went back to the room and sleep... (nt together)... thn HL say wanted to go 'walk walk' and this is a warining dun believe him his walk walk was i think alomst 30mins lo wa. my leg was like going to break soon.... but we went to play the spider web at pasir ris park... can u imagine from downtown east to parsir ris park.. lol (although we walked the short cut) haiz after playing, i was damn tired and had to shout or act like crazy to keep mi a wake(i oso dunno y) thn whn we reach the chalet i was sooo tired tt whn i lie down on the bed, i jus fall into deep sleep... whn the next day i woke up, i saw my leg was painted with nail polish... ahahh OMG but nvm mine is better thn ws and small ben de hahas both of thm was the real victim... and pathetic ws kena 2 times lo hahas. first time was be4 the bbq now its the 2nd time hahas. btw the 1st time he even got tooth paste on his face haha OMG tt was soo funny lo. after we check out, we went to tampines 1 to have our lunch and shopped around for a while thn after tt, we went back to yishun and they wanted to play bowling again so i went back home as i was soo tired... went home took a slowww bathe and thn had a looonnngggg sleep........ 3pm-10pm, thn wake up for 2 hrs and went back sleeping again hahas really a pig lo.... second session 12am-1130am.. wa power pack... hahas... ok i think i will stop here liao cus dun think have any more to say ... ok biie!!!