today i learn a lesson, which is NEVER EVER ask from other people. all i have and must do now is to prove myself right, and others wrong. i will now save up my OWN money to buy MYSELF a laptop, a laptop which i like and i need, not even depending on my parent cus apparently they just think i am WANTING things instead of needing them. so well, its just me me me and ME. people say, siblings are there to help you when in need. PUI! nonsense la, mine is just one CB, which instead of helping, tear me down. i just wanted to borrow her laptop and play games only, so she like one CB, acting like she VERY BIG, dont want lend me, ignore me when i ask her SOOO nicely, complain to my mum saying that i am annoying. ok la, fine la, since you dont wanna borrow me, then FUCK YOU LA! i ask till like i am a beggar and she just fcking dont care! FUCK YOU LA! anyway just JIAYOU BENJAMIN! I KNOW YOU CAN SAVE AND BUY YOUR OWN!